May 2012
37 posts
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God really knows how to cheer me up.
I was reading a Max Lucado book & my godmum slash pastor slash best mentor in the whole entire world walks up to me & asks me what I’m reading. So I hold it up, & she tells me how she has some of his books & how they’re all really good & she goes all, I can see why you’d like reading his books.
& I’m just sitting there looking at her like o.O &...
It's crazy to think that in this very second right...
I think I am starting to get it. I am beautiful...
You understand sleep when you are awake, not while you are sleeping. You can see...
– Mere Christianity (1952)
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my hands are shaky as i write this.
i woke up in the morning to my bedspread & pillow cases all taken out, my comforter & i on the floor, my medications already taken & with sweat trickling down my chest.
i’ve been sleepwalking. & i’ve been sleeptalking. & it’s really scaring me.
my youth group will be going on a retreat in two weeks’ time & if this keeps up, i’m going to be...
"In fact that's my new favorite word.": 10 things... →
i-am-ambivalent:
1. But you eat!
Of course they do. They have to or they would die, very quickly. It doesn’t matter if you saw your friend eating a chocolate bar two weeks ago, or they eat something at lunch every day: they can still have a serious problem. They might calorie count, purge, only eat ‘safe’…
I was born a house cat.: "Go ahead, stone her. If... →
abideinhislove:
A rock hits the ground.
Thud.
And another.
Thud.
One by one they fall.
Thud, thud, thud.
“Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”
“No Lord, no one.”
“Then neither do I condemn you. Go in peace and sin no more.”
Do you hear that? I heard that today.
Neither do I condemn…
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yolo. (:
Crunch time.
It’s exam season again, & after this round is over, it’s on to the trials, then the final year papers which will mark the end of my high school life. In between, I have to fit in journo duty, trips out of state, & not to mention the long, meticulous time waiting in between- Just waiting for the nights to pass, for this & that situation to end, for everything...
April 2012
30 posts
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Random Facts About Me:
- I’m really good at convincing people. - I say the word Potato too often. - Besides hugs, I don’t really like people touching me. - I have a birthmark at the exact place where my dad has a tattoo of the same shape. - Animals scare me. ALL animals. ._. - In two days I’ll be four months clean. #PraiseGod - The skies fascinate me. - I am extremely dramatic. - I am naturally a happy...
Some days, especially lately, I want to die- Die die, no more oxygen die, lifeless die.
But then a miracle always intervenes. A friendly phone-call, a hug that doesn’t let go, a normal scripture suddenly filled with meaning. & if I’m still sad, weeping only lasts for a night. Joy really does come in the morning.
& then I want to live again.